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So much things left unsaid.
You will never understand if you never want to hear.
I'm trying.
Yeah, I'm not the best.
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I sudah terlalu lemah.....
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Ya, aku manusia biasa.
Penuh khilaf.
Sejuta kesilapan.


Ya, aku manusia dangkal.
Penuh salah.
Sejuta penyesalan.


Namun,
Aku cuba.
Menjadi yang lebih baik,
dan akan terus mencuba.




Aku adalah manusia biasa dan aku bukanlah manusia yang terbaik di antara kamu. Apabila kamu semua melihat perbuatanku benar maka ikutilah aku tetapi apabila kamu melihat perbuatanku salah maka perbetulkanlah aku.
Saidina Abu Bakar As-Siddiq r.a
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Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I’ll never see


Even heroes have the right to bleed
And it’s not easy, hmmm, hmmm, hmmm…

Its not easy to be me  

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Please give me the best solution to stop crying.
So that I could throw away all this everyday tears.
Uurrghhhh...
;(((
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Banyak nye kerja sekarang.
Xde masa untuk diri sendiri.
omg, semalam super busy.
I beli food for breakfast, tp smp ke sudah xsempat makan.
Last2 buang je.
My ouh my!
Help me!
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Tanya pada hati.

Itu jawapan yang pasti.
Kalau dia lebih baik, i pergi....
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Mencari diri sendiri.
Memperbaiki kesalahan.
Membuang kekhilafan.
Sesungguhnya aku manusia serba kekurangan
Ajarkan aku.
Tunjukkan aku.
Agar kita bisa bersatu.
Amin...
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meski ku rapuh dalam langkah
kadang tak setia kepadamu
namun cinta dalam jiwa

hanyalah padamu


maafkanlah bila hati
tak sempurna mencintaimu
dalam dadaku harap hanya
dirimu yang bertahta
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Menangis sudah
Merayu sudah
Layan orang lain sudah
Berdoa sudah
Solat hajat sudah
Istikharah sudah

Tapi perasaan tetap macam tu, malah semakin kuat.
Ada ape2 lagi yang I xbuat?
Ada sape2 boleh bantu i?
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And today,
menangis jeeeeee lagi.
Need your shoulder.
;(
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I have no idea.
This past few days, I cant stop crying.
Wherever I go, whatever I do, I'll cry.
Kat ofis, kat rumah, tgh drive, tgh mkn, every minutes and every hour.
Oh God please help me.
It seems i'm getting worst.
Sometimes macam terfikir nak jmp psychologists mtk counseling.
And I nak mintak ubat to control stress, to control my emotion.
Seriously, im getting serious.

Because of one thing/person, my life totally change...
I do regret.
I want my happiness back.
I want my love back.

Oh Allah,
ringankanlah dugaan ini...
Jika ditakdirkan dia untukku,
permudahkanlah dugaan ini,
bantulah kami.
Namun jika sebaliknya,
kau tutplah pintu hatiku serapat2nya dari terus mengasihi dia.
Luputkanlah memori2 indah kami,
agar dapat aku teruskan hidup ini dengan senyuman.

I dah xkuat lagi.
I dah terlalu lemah.
I dah xmampu berdiri lagi.
I'm trying to accept the reality,
but the most important thing is,
I cant pretend that I dont love you.

Oh God....
;((((
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I pun harap I boleh tukar segala ape yg I rasa ni jadi ape yang u rasa sekarang.
I wish it will happen in split second as soon as possible.
Haihhh....


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This song really suits me...



I miss those blue eyes
How you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep

Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

I see your blue eyes
Everytime I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to
When I'm not around you
It's like I'm alone with me


But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you
8th
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8th December.
8th.
I miss this date.
Every 8th should be my happiest day.
But now, everythg has gone....


Happy 13months sayang, and this time, with tears... ;((
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Kalau aku ramai kawan kat sini, xde masalah.
Ni x, xde sape.
Suma jauh2.
Shah Alam lain, Gombak lain...
Kat Shah Alam dulu suma bertumpu kat situ,
sekarang suma bpecah, jauh2..
Haihhhh
Susah nak bergerak sana sini ape lagi malam-malam.


Kalau I ada orang lain, I pasti dah ajak orang lain....
I pun segan nak asyik2 nak mintak tolong you.
Tapi you lah paling dekat dengan i.
Entahlah, you know it, but.....




What a life...
Nisa HEBAT
ku tak akan pernah berpaling darimu
walau kini kau jauh dariku
kan selalu ku nanti 
kerna ku sayang kamu.....
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Tuhan maafkan diri ini
Yang tak pernah bisa menjauh dari angan tentangnya
Namun apalah daya ini
Bila ternyata sesungguhnya aku terlalu cinta dia...
HUH
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Sorry, I don't talk with an idiot.
Pegi mati.
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Ingatkan berani sangat.
Komen berapi2.
Tanak kalah.
Lepas tu delete.
Jadah ape ntah.
Ingatkan berani sangat.
Stand with your words la kan.
Tak perlu delete kot.
Jantan xde telor cmtu ah.
Looser!
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Couple dah breakup jangan gaduh di Facebook, pesanan ikhlas

Just read this. Macam ape je...

Satu lagi, yang lelaki pun, apa la buat malu macam penakut jerit seorang diri dekat status Facebook, kalau rasa ada yang tak kena tu, jumpa la depan-depan.

Read more: http://notakosong.com/2627/random/lol/couple-dah-breakup-jangan-gaduh-di-facebook-pesanan-ikhlas/#ixzz179H9KTio

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I MISS YOU SO MUCH sayang....



ouch.... 
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Bisikku pada bulan..
Kembalikan temanku..
Kekasihku..
Syurgaku..
Tanpa dia, malam menemaniku
Sepi memelukku
Bulan..
Jangan biar siang
Biar alam ini kelam
Biar ia sepi sepertiku..
Nisa HEBAT
Kekadang (hari2 sebenarnya), aku 'terasa' la jugak.
Tapi nak buat cmne, aku xleh ubah.....
Betullah, aku jugak yang suka sakitkan hati sendiri.


p/s : jeles tgk org lain bahagia, happy2. aku? shit.
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Semua orang nak cerita pasal praktikal kan?
Hahahahhaaa
I nak cerita jugak, tapi penat la.
Next time lah.
Trying very hard to enjoy my life.
;)