Sometimes, 
People saw the laugh, but they never knew the tears.


The truth is,
People just see what we express,
But they never know what's in our heart.


I wish the best for you.
Wish we will meet again someday.


If I can turn back time,
I'll turn to the time when you are still mine,
That moment when everything is just perfect.


God,only u are the one who know how much i miss him and our relationship.


'Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead'-Adele

It is not because there's no more love
or it already change
a big NO for that

It just you need to grow up
To learn to understand
To be matured

Letting this go totally hurt
But I want the best for you
For future

Our future I wish...

How do you feel? That is the question
But I forget you don't expect an easy answer
When something like a soul becomes initialized
And folded up like paper dolls and little notes
You can't expect a bit of folks

So while you're outside looking in
Describing what you see
Remember what you're staring at is me

'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head




Thanks for everything...
8th Nov 2009-25th February 2011.
Always.

When you are too tired to run, just slow it down, get back the eager and energy. But never stop, unless you decide not to hold on your goal anymore.

So much things left unsaid.
You will never understand if you never want to hear.
I'm trying.
Yeah, I'm not the best.

Mencari diri sendiri.
Memperbaiki kesalahan.
Membuang kekhilafan.
Sesungguhnya aku manusia serba kekurangan
Ajarkan aku.
Tunjukkan aku.
Agar kita bisa bersatu.
Amin...

meski ku rapuh dalam langkah

Menangis sudah
Merayu sudah
Layan orang lain sudah
Berdoa sudah
Solat hajat sudah
Istikharah sudah

Tapi perasaan tetap macam tu, malah semakin kuat.
Ada ape2 lagi yang I xbuat?
Ada sape2 boleh bantu i?

And today,
menangis jeeeeee lagi.
Need your shoulder.
;(

I have no idea.
This past few days, I cant stop crying.
Wherever I go, whatever I do, I'll cry.
Kat ofis, kat rumah, tgh drive, tgh mkn, every minutes and every hour.
Oh God please help me.
It seems i'm getting worst.
Sometimes macam terfikir nak jmp psychologists mtk counseling.
And I nak mintak ubat to control stress, to control my emotion.
Seriously, im getting serious.

Because of one thing/person, my life totally change...
I do regret.
I want my happiness back.
I want my love back.

Oh Allah,
ringankanlah dugaan ini...
Jika ditakdirkan dia untukku,
permudahkanlah dugaan ini,
bantulah kami.
Namun jika sebaliknya,
kau tutplah pintu hatiku serapat2nya dari terus mengasihi dia.
Luputkanlah memori2 indah kami,
agar dapat aku teruskan hidup ini dengan senyuman.

I dah xkuat lagi.
I dah terlalu lemah.
I dah xmampu berdiri lagi.
I'm trying to accept the reality,
but the most important thing is,
I cant pretend that I dont love you.

Oh God....
;((((

This song really suits me...



I miss those blue eyes
How you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep

Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

I see your blue eyes
Everytime I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to
When I'm not around you
It's like I'm alone with me

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

8th December.
8th.
I miss this date.
Every 8th should be my happiest day.
But now, everythg has gone....


Happy 13months sayang, and this time, with tears... ;((

Kalau aku ramai kawan kat sini, xde masalah.
Ni x, xde sape.
Suma jauh2.
Shah Alam lain, Gombak lain...
Kat Shah Alam dulu suma bertumpu kat situ,
sekarang suma bpecah, jauh2..
Haihhhh
Susah nak bergerak sana sini ape lagi malam-malam.


Kalau I ada orang lain, I pasti dah ajak orang lain....
I pun segan nak asyik2 nak mintak tolong you.
Tapi you lah paling dekat dengan i.
Entahlah, you know it, but.....

Tuhan maafkan diri ini
Yang tak pernah bisa menjauh dari angan tentangnya
Namun apalah daya ini
Bila ternyata sesungguhnya aku terlalu cinta dia...