Yang HEBAT

Nisa HEBAT

I dunno where and how to start. Today, totally miserable. How I wish I'm far from the place I stay currently. Stressed. Yes, that's the word. STRESS.

When it comes to family, I can't do anything. I'm trying very hard to accept the condition, situation and all those emotion. And now, I'm tired, totally tired. Please.

I forced myself. I'm trying. To give my very best to satisfied other. Already give whatever I can, but if it is not the thing that wish for, what more can I do? I'm trying to understand, but pls do understand me too. I have my own life, need, plan and etc. But I just simply forget all those thing. Because of family. Family. I'm not asking for money for the thing I've done. Or any appreciation. Just stop complaining. Already gave my very best. And I'm tired.

I know I cant live under this situation anymore. But I need to. Family comes first kan. Arghhhh Stress. Yeah I do.

Then I wish for someone who can understand. How I'm forcing myself. Not ask to treat me like a princess, all you need to do is hear me. Arghhh how far you can hear me as you have your own life and interest rite? No matter who you are, bf, bff or anybody, will you ready in EVERYTIME I need, to hear? Simple, the answer is NO kan?

Attention and time. Even you have it, bla bla bla obstacle plak lah. Huuu so then you can't hear what I'm trying to say. How I need you. To hear at least. Yeah, I need to understand you. You have your own agenda. See, one more time, I'm the one who need to understand people!

I'm tired. And how I wish I'm far from all those situation. We'll see long I can live in this 'song'.

*btw thanks mom for the short fb chat just now. lega sikit.

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Confused

Nisa HEBAT

I don't know why, but, I feel 'something'. Empty perhaps? Huh.... Suddenly didn't feel excited anymore. Ignorance or attention...? No mood at all. I know I shouldn't expect everything happen as I wish, but arghhhh!!! Trying to understand. The need and desire.

-bla bla bla bla bla cry-

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Miss Him

Nisa HEBAT

I miss this man currently.

.....sometimes the heart sees what is invisible to the eyes.

♥ us ♥

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Semester Break

Nisa HEBAT

My semester break start from 6 Nov 09 until 27 Dec 09. Almost 2 months. Mahu kerja, mak ayah x bagi. What should I do? Even duduk rumah je, tapi busy gak. Uruskan business. Jadi CEO bukan senang.

Restaurant City

Cafe World

Barn Buddy

Farmville

I learn about business here. Hahahahahha Sibuk. Kadang-kadang sampai xde masa nak buat benda lain. Demi bisnes kan, pelbagai perkara terpaksa dikorbankan. =P

Tapi sorry lah, aku memang xbrape nk reti main Farmville tu. Maklumla, xbrape nak minat berbudi pada tanah la. Anis cakap sape xmain farmville, looser. Bukan masalah aku la weyh. Yang aku tau restaurant aku mst berkembang maju. Berbudi pada perut lagi syok. Kikikikiki

So, selamat maju jaya. Dan kepada semua2 yg dah ke kancah cafe world tu, cuba2 la main restaurant city. Sebab cafe world tu bosan je. Hahahaha. See u there neighbor!

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Past To Present

Nisa HEBAT

It's hard to know what is exactly people's perception on us. Some seem very nice, some are just ok and so on. I've learn a lot about 'don't judge a book by it's cover'. He/she may act superb in front, but they are the real enemy. A bestfriend can just simply change to foe. A boyfriend become nightmare. Who knows?

There's a quote; 'Maybe God put some bad people in you life, so when the right one come, you'll be thankful'. Yeah, it mean so much to me. It teach how to appreciate. To learn by experience. To built a relationship. To be a better person. Teach & learn.

I identify many types of human. Some are quite sincere. But I cannot force myself to just simply accept them entering my life. It seem selfish and egoistic, but I'm just the way I am. It's not about throwing a friend, but should I give a fake smile while my heart crying? A big NO.

Some man are nice. Some are pretending to be nice. Some are hypocrite. Some are protective. Some are just better to be friend. That's why I said, I've learn a lot. Cries, laugh, dump, tears and hurt become common. But that's life rite? It's about learning. Thousand thanks to all for teach me, and make me become who am I now.

And because of the bad people, I learn how to appreciate those who sincere. And because of badness in myself, I learn how to accept people as he/she is. Nobody is perfect, but we can learn to be better rite? ;)

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Anniversary

Nisa HEBAT

14th Nov 2009.

Mom n dad 27th anniversary.
Congratulations loved!
I love both of you!!
A lot! So much much!

I adore their LOVE
*hugs & kisses*

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Understanding

Nisa HEBAT

It's always about 'feeling'. How we want people to understand us. How people consider on our condition and situation. The problems and conclusions. But, sometimes we forget the most important part. We want people to know how it feel, but we totally ignore other people feeling.

That's life. Consideration. Understanding. Smile. Tears. And all about it. I learn a lot. Fulfill other people wish and hope, but at the same time i'm the one who hurt. Family, friends, loved one, foe and so on.

Family comes first. In everything, family, family and family. Nothing beat them. It just what they wish is not our hope. Even far from our interest and plan. How could I disappoint them. But then i'm the one who'll feel it! Arghhhh Yeah, in between, but the right path in our hand actually. It's family. Buat baik dibalas baik kata mak... *cheers* ;)

Friends.... Some are born to be a great complainer perhaps. Keep criticizing. You are the one who always right. I'm tired. Hoping people understand on you. Only. At same time you refused to consider on others. Come out with so many words and talk. And dissent. It's ok, we are different. But I hate when you just think about you, you and yourself. So that when we faced that problem, simply you just ignoring other's explanation. And people must hear you. Hey hey! You want people to consider on you, but you never want to do the same right?

Yeahh...im not that perfect person. I may do the same. But I always try to consider, consider and considering people. Arghhhh! Mior cakap, jgn asyik nampak salah orang je. Cermin diri tu sket. Btol lah tu. Bila banyak sangat masalah yang datang, there must something wrong in our self. Mak cakap, 'if we cannot change the situation, change ourself'. Hear it friend. I just want the best for you, me and us.

And understand the loved one. Aiyooo this may the hardest part, challenging, but I love it! When two person, from two different world, trying to enter another world, as one. You, with your own way. Your own perception. Me, with my own preferences and principal. And the relationship is blow by the loved wind. Hiks! Sometimes its hard for us to satisfied each other. Different opinions. Attention. Cares. TIME. Busy. And so forth. Then how we managed it to come out with the right solution. And I love when we trying very hard to understand each other. Giving our best. Thanks baby! Accepting other as he/she is. That's the key. ;)

So, it is it.
Life, about understanding people around.
Also, hoping they consider on us.
Cheer up girl!

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Kotaku Oh Kotaku

Nisa HEBAT

Our theater performance last 16 Oct 09. This are the pics. Enjoy it!

Opening, Teruna & Dara.

Pengangkut Najis dan Tukang Sapu

Pengangkut Najis, Pelacur & Tukang Sapu

Jebat

Penulis Agung

Penyair Agung dan Tukang Sapu

Pemimpin Rakyat

All of us. Miss u guys!!!!!

*lg gambar kat fb. ;)
**ohhhh sungguh rindu pada theater family. Roger2 la if nk lepak2 lagik!

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;)

Nisa HEBAT

....and our soul start to sing a happy song.

;)

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Untuk Kesayangan

Nisa HEBAT

Oh yeah, I´ll tell you something
I think you´ll understand
When I say that something
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand

Oh, please, say to me
You´ll let me be your man
and please, say to me

You´ll let me hold your hand
Now let me hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand

And when I touch you i feel happy, inside
It´s such a feeling
That my love
I can't hide
I can't hide
I can't hide

Yeah you, got that something
I think you´ll understand
When I say that something
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand

And when I touch you I feel happy, inside
It´s such a feeling
That my love
I can't hide
I can't hide
I can't hide

Yeah you, got that something
I think you´ll understand
When I feel that something
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand.

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That Is It

Nisa HEBAT

Just finished my final exam yesterday. Arghhhhh lega! 4 days exam, without any gap, mcm hell! But now, HEAVEN!! phew~

Thanks to all, especially Sara, Farah, Kecil, Ain Don, Ain Din, Nunun, Mai and others for bringing me a wonderful odour in life. Guys, you help me a lot, especially under the super duper tense day! Thanks sayang! ;)

Yeah...we learn about friendship. It's about appreciate, thanking, GIVE n TAKE, sincerity, honest and being humble.

Once you r my friend, we are friend.

We come here, we learn to be a friend. It's not about using each other, hypocrite, selfish and being rude.

Friendship is not money. It's a pure l.o.v.e.
....and apologized.

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You

Nisa HEBAT

senangnya hati kini
sejak bersamamu
bertemu dan bermesra
sering menghibur duka
biar masa berlalu
kasih sayang dipahatkan
ku percaya suci .......

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Rindu

Nisa HEBAT

I miss u.

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Stress+Sad

Nisa HEBAT

Stress.
EXAM!
n other thingssss.
I need someone to talk with, to hear me.
But....
Arghhhh
Trying to understand the situation.
;( ;( ;(

Just go on....*sigh*

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Again

Nisa HEBAT

Thanks sayang for spending your day with me, even u r soooooooo busssyyyyyyyyy rite.
Really appreciate it.
Cloudy With A Chance Of Meatballs best, tmbh lg the 3D. ;)
I enjoy it sayang.
Gonna miss that moment.
Hope we can meet again, a.s.a.p....

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I Miss You Sayang....

Nisa HEBAT

I wish I could tell you exactly how I feel,
But words cant explain it this feelings just to real

I miss you so much and I cant wait to see your face,
Cuz when were together my heart begins to race.

This is for you sayang.... ;)

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Saya Nisa

Nisa HEBAT

Exam dah dekat. Ada la dalam seminggu lagi. Paper plak elok je bersusun xde gap. Lps satu, satu lagi. Aku pon xfaham knp la jadual exam cm 2. Cam nk mati. Tapi best gak ah. 5hb dah settle exam. Leh bpoya2, leh balik kg. Leh wat suma2 lah! Sonok! Tapi, masalh sekarang aku sekadar stady2 ayam je. Pegi Mawar, konon nak stady ngn Farah, tapi tdo je lbeh. Maklumlah, aku kan allergic tgk bantal, tilam katil bagai, mst aura tdo 2 datang meluap2. Aghhhh ape yg dah stady? Usul Fiqh? huh, ada la sket. RM? Rasa nak mati!!! Huuuuu mula2 ingat RM susah cm haramjadah, tp bila tgk past year q, soklan dia sama lbeh kurang sama je. Sekarang mula la terasa knp la aku xstart stady sejak bulan Ogos hari tu ke, Julai ke, knp la lagi seminggu nk exam baru tgedik2 nak stady. Tapi aku sebenanya xde la heran sgt ngn perasaan aku tu. Rasanya tiap2 sem pon aku mst rs menyesal sket2 pasal xstady awal. Mcm dah jadik kewajipan untuk menyesal. Ah, suma org pon mcm tu kotttt... Haahahhaha sem depan leh menyesal lagik! Weeeee~

Well, sekarang hati tgh riang. Tataw napa. Saya gembira2 sahaja. Somebody is entering my life now. Ngehhhh. But, stady first darl. After final abes, baru bleh nk menggedik2.

One more, I miss my family la. Mula terasa homesick nih. Mak, ayah adik2, along angah. Sedihnya hidup di perantauan. Makan megi je. Tapi mak kat umah masak beriani gam siap ngn ayam masak merah+pegedil ayam+papadom+acar buah. Pastu mak siap publish status kat fb yang adik2 ckp nasik beriani mak masak tu sedap. Uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!! Mak nihhhh, tau la mak hebat memasak, tp jgn la cter kat anak2 mak yang jauh ni. Xde ke rasa kesian hatta sedikit pon thadap anak mak yang kat Shah Alam ni.... Mkn pon kena discard2. Waaaaa!!!!!

Utk kawan2 seUiTM, Good Luck ah utk final exam ni ye. Byk2n bertenang. Sayang semua!!!

;)

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Try

Nisa HEBAT

I'm trying very hard.
For you and for me.
To understand each other.
I'll give my best.
Trying.
;)

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Thanks

Nisa HEBAT

Thanks for the night.
Gonna miss it!
Miss u!

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Research Methodology

Nisa HEBAT

Lagi-lagi assignment RM! RM! RM!
Huuuuuuu dari awal sem, tiap kali kelas, mst dapat asgmnt.
Pastu hantar next week.
Dah hantar tu, dapat lagik asgmnt.
Sekarang kena wat report on research yang ktorg dah buat plak.
Adoyyyyyyyyy.

Sekarang memang rasa nak termuntah-muntah darah dengan RM!!!

Mayday! Mayday! Mayday!

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